you made yourself a bed at the bottom of the blackest hole

last night i sunk down into my blankets and turned off all the lights
then i turned on vegas skies by the cab and just layed there.

i can admit, it might have been the most comforting feelings i've ever experienced in my entire life.



i don't want to go back.
they know absolutely nothing.
i can't even relate to them. they're awful.
none of them are really worth it, and i don't know how i'm going to keep myself sane this time around. i could hardly do it last time.

11:11

http://www.little-thoughts.co.uk/thought16132

this is almost true.
i'm not sure, though, for this time.
i feel like i'm missing someone who never went away
or was never there at all , even.

but i'm going to smile, 'cause i know that's the best thing to do.