"no one should ever feel the way that i feel now"
it's true.
i didn't think this could happen.
but, sitting here all alone in a dark room
has never felt like the safest bet to me.
now i want to lay in it, listening to the sound of my breathing just to know that i'm still alive, even if my face is numb and my throat is clogged with tears i don't feel like crying. i can't tell myself that i'm better than this because sometimes i'm just not sure. a tap of the keys is the counter numbering off everything i'm worrying about right now.
maybe this screen will blind me and i won't have to see the end of this.
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