"i can't comprehend me without you."

i opened my eyes to a new town the other day
but you weren't there to see the bridges i burned
scarred and broken down, fucking up like it's as easy as breathing
it's what you said, it's what you swore.
you think i'd forgotten by now but you shake the ground right from under me

just let me breathe and give me back my own heartbeat
i want to feel myself again.
i can't feel like you or how you want me to be
i can't feel you, i can't feel me.

i woke up in your home city today
the place you gush about and build up to be so great
but you didn't care enough to see the stars i shot down and wore for you
all for this, all to be shot down myself
you beat the air from my lungs and hold me down
well, this luck is on you now
'cause i'm so done remembering to forget you